Thank you for answering my poll. C:

I've submitted my portfolio, and it'll be a week or two before I hear back from them. *crosses fingers*

I'd put up what I submitted, but apparently the images are too big to upload and I'm feeling lazy and drained and like shit. My car broke down AGAIN yesterday! I think the transmission we just put in in MAY blew out. Anyway.

Fun stuff, story of my life.

My body feels like shit.

have a playlist.

I feel like shitshitshitshit. I wish I was being more productive. I feel like I've drawn myself into a big hole. How can I top the Countdown? Drawing other things feel kind of like a betrayal. I don't know. I don't know! I have fucked up ideas of loyalty. Betrayal and loyalty look like royal words to me. The letter Y, maybe.

I'm sorry I've been kind of inactive. Sometimes it feels like I can't even call myself an artist anymore. I think I am very, very harsh on myself like that. Maybe not harsh enough.

I want to draw things that are original. I want to die and be reborn again, first.

ANYONE GOT ANY DYING WILL BULLETS? that wouldn't work, though. I'm not regretting anything. ha.

I don't know.